I think I'm going into some sort of full blown panic. I keep trying to get up and go and get ready and do things, but somehow I can't move from the computer, I have to get ready. I'm giving one of the bridesmaids a lift since she lives in Nottingham, so it made sense for us to go together, I don't know what time she will get here, I can't just sit around at the computer. I'm getting more worried. Need to think about something else. When I sit and type here even when typing about it, it oddly seems to lessen the stress a bit, but as soon as I stop and try to actually do something my insides feel all churny and I desparately don't want to do anything, I'm pathetic :-( It's a good job I'm not the one getting married, I'd be hopeless. Though there would be less scary people I guess.
