Bought lots of carpet today. Then got all worried about whether I'd bought the right carpet... it's only carpet, if I can't even choose carpet what hope do I have when it comes to things like a new bed? Oh dear.... It seemed so much money, but I was getting carpet for 4 rooms, so it's not that bad I guess, there was the whole underlay issue, I may have been pressured into getting that, but it did come with free fitting if you got underlay, and it's probably much nicer to have underlay. I just don't know, what do I know about carpet?

Getting worried emails from the solicitor now anyway, saying things might not happen for Wednesday, well, I hope they do, I've booked time off work now and can't cope with it all going wrong, even worse is that she's asking me what I think and if it will be okay, surely she's supposed to be the one telling me? What do I know about buying a house?

The internet has been rubbish again. I would phone them and complain and ask for money back, but I am too tight to pay them 25p a minute to do so as I suspect they won't refund me anything.

Anyone who emails me, make sure you use my gmail address from now on as ntl one will be disappearing soon. Hmm, I think pictures are stored on my ntl one and my old Stargate website I guess I should do something about that. Though probably just bury the Stargate site, it's not like it's been updated for years.